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[eyediot]

An overflow post for memes and other game threads.

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[curriculum_fictae]

[ He’s so cold, barely solid. He takes in a breath as he clings to Jonah’s hand. ]

Why? Why couldn’t you help me…?

[eyediot]

I tried. I tried so hard for weeks, for months. I looked everywhere, but the Lonely was too strong. And you didn't want to be found.

[curriculum_fictae]

No. No I…

[ His voice falls to a whisper. ]

I wanted to be found very much.

[eyediot]

No...

No, you can't have. If you did, then- Then I kept looking and... And failed.

[His hands are trembling around Martin's, head down as that realization really does sink in. He failed. It really was all his fault.]

[curriculum_fictae]

[ Martin falls silent in turn. Sorry, no comfort here. ]

You looked. And - and you failed, and so by the time you found me again, the only thing you could do was kill me.

[ He’s so tired. Exhaustion frays at his very existence. ]

[eyediot]

[Jonah lowers his head at that, not able to look at him now.]

You remembered that... I thought you wouldn't. I'm sorry.

[curriculum_fictae]

It… it’s coming back to me. Just a fragment at a time.

[ He settles onto a chair, his outline faint. ]

[eyediot]

I'm- I'm sorry.

[Don't mind how wet his voice sounds or the drops falling through Martin's hands into his own.]

It was the only bit of mercy I could give you, I'm- I'm so sorry.

[curriculum_fictae]

Mercy. Yeah. It was mercy.

[ He watches Jonah’s tears fall through Martin’s hands. ]

This would have been better mercy, though. Coming somewhere nice…

[eyediot]

I don't have any control over that.

[curriculum_fictae]

Can you - can you keep me here now, at least?

[ The plea rattles in his spectral outline. ]

[eyediot]

I can try. I don't know how, but. I-i can try to.

[curriculum_fictae]

I guess - I guess that’s all I can ask for.

[ He looks up again, two blobs of brown in a head of mist. ]

[eyediot]

[Jonah stares back into those brown blobs, holding his gaze there.]

I wish I could promise to do more.

[curriculum_fictae]

[ Slowly, slowly, they sharpen back into eyes. The rest of Martin emerges from the fog a little. ]

No compulsions?

[eyediot]

I- don't know that it would do anything. And I try not to do it at all if I can help it.

[curriculum_fictae]

Right. Right. Probably … best. Elias’s hurt so much.

[ He manages to lay a blurry hand on Jonah’s cheek. ]

[eyediot]

Right.

[He turns his face into that hand, taking a shaky breath.]

I don't want to risk hurting anyone if I can help it. Even if it means the risk of you or him disappearing from here.

[curriculum_fictae]

[ He nods a little at that, his fingers blurring into Jonah’s cheek. ]

I … I guess that’s good.

[ wistful: ]

Has this place been good to you, then?

[eyediot]

...It has been. It's been very good.

[curriculum_fictae]

Tell me something good about it, Jon.

[eyediot]

The Fears aren't here. N-not anymore, they. I sort of accidentally brought them with me, but. They're gone for the most part.

[curriculum_fictae]

Oh …

[ He solidifies a little. ]

A world without the Fears. That sounds wonderful.

[eyediot]

It is. And everyone here has been so kind. They're actually, genuinely kind.

[curriculum_fictae]

Are you sure you’re not dead? That this is some kind of afterlife…?