[He doesn't want to watch Martin go, not really. But he knows he has to. He takes a breath and shifts so he can see the last of him dissolve, until his hand is empty and weightless.]
[ Martin replies, but it’s too soft to hear. The last thing Jonah gets is
the touch of Martin’s hand on his cheek before he’s left with nothing but
mist. ]
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Date: 2021-11-10 11:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-11-10 11:51 am (UTC)He's. He and I argued a bit at the start. And I hurt him very badly. So maybe save some of that hatred.
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Date: 2021-11-10 11:57 am (UTC)[ He sighs a bit, his outlines blurring again. ]
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Date: 2021-11-10 12:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-11-10 12:11 pm (UTC)[ He laughs just a little. ]
I mean, yes? Though not as much as you think.
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Date: 2021-11-10 12:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-11-10 12:15 pm (UTC)You’re here with me, aren’t you? Even after all of my misery, even with your … husband upstairs …
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Date: 2021-11-10 12:31 pm (UTC)[But that guilt eats at him. He should go back. Go to bed.]
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Date: 2021-11-10 12:33 pm (UTC)[ Martin reaches out a frigid hand for his cheek. ]
Stay with me a little longer?
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Date: 2021-11-10 12:38 pm (UTC)[He exhales softly, leaning into that cold touch. It's a comfort in its own way.]
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Date: 2021-11-10 01:00 pm (UTC)Oh. Oh I would like that. It’s been so long since I’ve seen a sunrise.
[ He rests his head against Jonah’s. ]
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Date: 2021-11-10 01:09 pm (UTC)[He lets out a heavy breath, watching out the window.
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Date: 2021-11-10 02:59 pm (UTC)[ The sky is already beginning to pink just a little. ]
Yes. I -
[ His voice catches in his throat. ]
Can I see you again?
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Date: 2021-11-10 03:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-11-10 03:08 pm (UTC)If - if I can. Yeah. I think I remember the way.
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Date: 2021-11-10 03:09 pm (UTC)[He nods, thumbing along Martin's knuckles, frigid and cold.]
I'll be here.
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Date: 2021-11-10 03:11 pm (UTC)[ So cold, frosting Jonah’s thumb too.
But perhaps a bit more solid now, as he thinks about maybe coming back here. ]
I - I love you. Jon. No matter what.
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Date: 2021-11-10 03:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-11-10 05:04 pm (UTC)Always. Yeah. I’m… I’m just glad to hear you say that…
[ He manages a pale smile as the first light of dawn illuminates his hair. It begins to steam, then, starting to dissolve. ]
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Date: 2021-11-10 05:05 pm (UTC)Rest, Martin. You deserve that much.
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Date: 2021-11-10 05:07 pm (UTC)[ Martin replies, but it’s too soft to hear. The last thing Jonah gets is the touch of Martin’s hand on his cheek before he’s left with nothing but mist. ]