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[eyediot]

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[eyediot]

I'm- I'm sorry.

[Don't mind how wet his voice sounds or the drops falling through Martin's hands into his own.]

It was the only bit of mercy I could give you, I'm- I'm so sorry.

[curriculum_fictae]

Mercy. Yeah. It was mercy.

[ He watches Jonah’s tears fall through Martin’s hands. ]

This would have been better mercy, though. Coming somewhere nice…

[eyediot]

I don't have any control over that.

[curriculum_fictae]

Can you - can you keep me here now, at least?

[ The plea rattles in his spectral outline. ]

[eyediot]

I can try. I don't know how, but. I-i can try to.

[curriculum_fictae]

I guess - I guess that’s all I can ask for.

[ He looks up again, two blobs of brown in a head of mist. ]

[eyediot]

[Jonah stares back into those brown blobs, holding his gaze there.]

I wish I could promise to do more.

[curriculum_fictae]

[ Slowly, slowly, they sharpen back into eyes. The rest of Martin emerges from the fog a little. ]

No compulsions?

[eyediot]

I- don't know that it would do anything. And I try not to do it at all if I can help it.

[curriculum_fictae]

Right. Right. Probably … best. Elias’s hurt so much.

[ He manages to lay a blurry hand on Jonah’s cheek. ]

[eyediot]

Right.

[He turns his face into that hand, taking a shaky breath.]

I don't want to risk hurting anyone if I can help it. Even if it means the risk of you or him disappearing from here.

[curriculum_fictae]

[ He nods a little at that, his fingers blurring into Jonah’s cheek. ]

I … I guess that’s good.

[ wistful: ]

Has this place been good to you, then?

[eyediot]

...It has been. It's been very good.

[curriculum_fictae]

Tell me something good about it, Jon.

[eyediot]

The Fears aren't here. N-not anymore, they. I sort of accidentally brought them with me, but. They're gone for the most part.

[curriculum_fictae]

Oh …

[ He solidifies a little. ]

A world without the Fears. That sounds wonderful.

[eyediot]

It is. And everyone here has been so kind. They're actually, genuinely kind.

[curriculum_fictae]

Are you sure you’re not dead? That this is some kind of afterlife…?

[eyediot]

...Honestly I'm not sure either. But I know he isn't dead.

[curriculum_fictae]

He …

[ Martin looks up, towards the bedroom. Shivering a bit. ]

[eyediot]

So I suppose for some people this could be an afterlife, but it's not really the same for everyone.

[curriculum_fictae]

Right. Some of us get all the luck.

[ So bitter. ]

[eyediot]

And some of us have to be murdered for things to be fixed.

[Look he loves Martin, he hates what happened to him, but Jonah just. Knows what he's gone through himself now too.]

[curriculum_fictae]

[ he stares back at Jonah with those blurry brown eyes. ]

What do you mean, murdered?

[eyediot]

...So far, all but one version of me has had to be killed to stop the Powers.