[ A soft sigh; he holds Jonah that much closer. ]

I love you, Jon. I've loved you for - for a long time. I need you on an emotional level. If - if you weren't here, I'd figure things out, but I'd be miserable. I stayed by your bedside for months just - just hoping you'd open your eyes even for a moment.

[ A pause. ]

I ... still wasn't fully happy, even here. With Jon and Tim and Martin. Something was missing, and that was you.