[He tilts his head back to look at the ceiling, sees the other pair are still asleep. His eyes shift without turning his head to where he knows Algric is, and he's still asleep and iced. Knowing it'll still be a while, he leans forward, soaking up some of that Tim Desolation Warmth and keeps his voice low again.]
I.... didn't. Realize until. Until you weren't there anymore how. How much you meant to me. I mean, I. I specifically requested you change over to Archives, you and Sasha, because...
Obviously, I. I cared, but also. [Hmmm.] Do you remember, those couple times back in Research, you asked me out? I-i said no, obviously but.
[This is probably the most vulnerable he's been away from Algric. And even Algric doesn't know any of this.]
I. Asked you and Sasha to come to work in Archives with me because, because even if I said no at the time? It... I was going through a. Weird, not amazing time then? And it meant a lot that. That anyone was even interested.
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Date: 2020-09-07 11:04 pm (UTC)I mean, I'm.
[He tilts his head back to look at the ceiling, sees the other pair are still asleep. His eyes shift without turning his head to where he knows Algric is, and he's still asleep and iced. Knowing it'll still be a while, he leans forward, soaking up some of that Tim Desolation Warmth and keeps his voice low again.]
I.... didn't. Realize until. Until you weren't there anymore how. How much you meant to me. I mean, I. I specifically requested you change over to Archives, you and Sasha, because...
Obviously, I. I cared, but also. [Hmmm.] Do you remember, those couple times back in Research, you asked me out? I-i said no, obviously but.
[This is probably the most vulnerable he's been away from Algric. And even Algric doesn't know any of this.]
I. Asked you and Sasha to come to work in Archives with me because, because even if I said no at the time? It... I was going through a. Weird, not amazing time then? And it meant a lot that. That anyone was even interested.